New Years Eve..

Well, its 4 hours and counting until the big 2008!! Can you believe its been 8 years already? I remember the panic from 2008 when everybody was rushing to the stores getting supplies of food and water thinking the world was about to come to and end. As I lay here in the bed watching reruns of Project Runway, I think about this last year. This time last year, I had been working barely a month.. after a LOONG 9 month unemployment spell. THANK YOU GOD!! This company has truly been a blessing, more money, flexible, and most of off they seem to care about their employees. I have been in 2 car accidents this year that I walked away from; THANK YOU GOD!! I could have been critically injured or even dead. I was pregnant for the first time ever at the tender age of 31, unfortunately, I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks in, on 8/27, but you know what, even thought its still painful when i think about it, I still say THANK YOU GOD!!I know He had a reason and I love him nonetheless, im not bitter or angry about it. I of course do not know what His reason was, but I trust him and know he is my keeper, so its all good! Finally, THANK YOU GOD for my mother, grandmother, sister, and all my friends and family who's been there for me thru thick and thin! I cant even express in words how much I love them!

I dont plan on making in resolutions, because they will more than likely be broken. I am this year however making a concious effort to take care of myself. I have been going to the gym, have changed my diet, and sooner or later, hopefully sooner, I am going to get off of those Newports! I have done it before so I can do it again. Speaking of that, that's another change. I started back smoking to help relieve stress. One of those stress causers was my ex boyfriend... I got rid of him this year too and life has been so much more peacful. Ladies, if he's stressing you.... be owt! Learn to love yourself more... Im still working on that but its getting easier by the day. Make this new year a happy year for you! Clean house! Anyway, if you are reading this, take a moment to think about 2007. What did you learn? Did anything significant happen? What great memories do you have from this year? Who do you love and appreciate the most? Thank God for all your experiences, friends, and family! Thank God for letting you see another year!

So as I rap this up and get ready to go have a little fun with my LS and some other sorors, I say Have a Safe, Happy, Prosperous New Year! God Bless...